Monday, December 13, 2010

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Sunday, December 12, 2010

Candle & Cigarette

When dealing with everyday critical choices, you don't have the privillage to pause and think about it for 30 minutes unlike in video games. That's where human instict will kick-off and prompt us to make the choices that either make or break someone else emotions. Well that happen to me yesterday but this time the impact is much greater than anything I've encountered.

My stupidity has not only cost my sweetheart's money but her precious time too. Eventho she keep saying 'things happen and there's nothing we can do about it', I can sense the frustration & anger from her voice & action. Some men having a tough time to notice this but I'm lucky to have the ability to see right trough her. Why? It's because the way she got angry just exacly like me.

I will shut up for a long period of time, make a neutral face expression, my action become much rougher ..to name a few. Ohhh yes, she very pissed off at me and that why I just shut up and didn't bring out any jokes at all because I,myself if in angry state, hate unneccessary noise at that particular time.

I've tried to become a candle for her, burning itself to light others but instead I become a cigaratte, burning itself to trouble others and I deeply regret about my action yesterday. By hook or by crook I'll make it up back to her. You can pay back money but you can't pay back the time that has been wasted. =(



P/s: I'm so sorry dear for all the trouble that I had caused T.T
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